My precious child
You know that you are enough
You are perfect in my image
You are fearfully and wonderfully made
Don’t listen to negativity
It will breed inside your mind
Feeding itself and draining you
Negativity is not of me
Your mind is a battlefield of thoughts
But you can chose on which to dwell
You can chose which ones you listen to
Use my word and fight
Give thanks and praise for all you are
Give thanks and praise for each day
Enjoy your journey, it’s your adventure
I am always at your side
Holding your hand, guiding you through
Don’t compare yourself to others
You are unique, precious and so very you
Pray to me because I answer prayers
I see the bigger picture
My grace and mercy are new every morning
What you chose to learn is up to you
Do you want to feed your mind
On pain and torment?
Always seeing the darkness?
Or do you want to build up your heart and soul
With the newness of a peaceful, joyful spirit.
Trust in me, lean on me, wait on me
And above all believe, have faith
I really didn’t want to write a post today
In fact I have not really wanted to be on the computer at all. I think my week has been so busy with all the changes. Also I have had to socialise a lot more than usual with people I don’t know, in one of the most stressful places for me, a school. Having to be at my daughters new secondary school most of this week I am finding quite draining. We are there again all day tomorrow.
I think all this social stuff is causing me to want to go into hiding and not really be around people. I have found myself just wanting to sit and watch repetitive movies, so I don’t have to think. What I have noticed also while spending extra time with people is very often their words and actions don’t match up. I find this so very confusing, I want to believe the best of people so I spend too much time trying to think why I feel so confused. Trying to understand reasons for this I don’t think all this extra thinking is helping me much.
My son and his friends have a saying “Just say PAR!”
Link to urban dictionary……………Par
I find the “Whatever” attitude kind of unloving, lacking in depth and maturity but the letters PAR to me seem to be saying “People Are Random” So that’s what I’m going with. I want to believe that in all people there is good. That all people just need to be loved and accepted and even though this week has been hard I know that God is teaching me through it. People are very random and unpredictable, for me dogs and cats are so much easier to understand. The biggest battle is always the one inside my head. When that battle is in full swing I find I need to switch off all my thinking.
Just say Par! Listen through the Loops.
What is Jesus speaking into my heart? Then cling to what I know to be the truth.
I wrote down the start of this post after Listening through my loops, it’s how I managed to write a post today. God is good! His love never fails!
Love and hugs. Lisa. xx