I wrote this poem after leaving a very heavy Christian fellowship.
Be warned it is religious…he he
This is a long poem, and a little hard to digest.
For that reason I have decided to publish it in 3 parts.
Confusion – part 1
Retribution – part 2
Solution – part 3
by Lisa Lock (Oct 04)
Intensity in prayer
Of feelings unaware
Suppressed hurt and fear
Explode as uncontrolled anger
Frustration, confusion, tears of guilt
Is this what God is really about?
Disappointment it burns
As my head twists and turns
Too many questions in my brain
Am I fighting sin or going insane?
GIVE ME PEACE!
Where is my Rock to stand on?
This isn’t God
This must be Satan
Get out my head, leave me alone
I listened once, but now I’ve grown
God is not, how you make him seem
He’s not vindictive, callous or mean
That’s just you confusing the issue
Get behind me Satan
I will not miss you
On this Rock I will stand
As my Lord takes my hand
My foundations now sound
My roots in good ground
You just can’t take the pace
As my faith I embrace