PAR…listen to the heart

My precious child

You know that you are enough

You are perfect in my image

You are fearfully and wonderfully made

Don’t listen to negativity

It will breed inside your mind

Feeding itself and draining you

Negativity is not of me

Your mind is a battlefield of thoughts

But you can chose on which to dwell

You can chose which ones you listen to

Use my word and fight

Give thanks and praise for all you are

Give thanks and praise for each day

Enjoy your journey, it’s your adventure

I am always at your side

Holding your hand, guiding you through

Don’t compare yourself to others

You are unique, precious and so very you

Pray to me because I answer prayers

I see the bigger picture

My grace and mercy are new every morning

What you chose to learn is up to you

Do you want to feed your mind

On pain and torment?

Always seeing the darkness?

Or do you want to build up your heart and soul

With the newness of a peaceful, joyful spirit.

Trust in me, lean on me, wait on me

And above all believe, have faith

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I really didn’t want to write a post today

In fact I have not really wanted to be on the computer at all. I think my week has been so busy with all the changes. Also I have had to socialise a lot more than usual with people I don’t know, in one of the most stressful places for me, a school. Having to be at my daughters new secondary school ¬†most of this week I am finding quite draining. We are there again all day tomorrow.

I think all this social stuff is causing me to want to go into hiding and not really be around people. I have found myself just wanting to sit and watch repetitive movies, so I don’t have to think. What I have noticed also while spending extra time with people is very often their words and actions don’t match up. I find this so very confusing, I want to believe the best of people so I spend too much time trying to think why I feel so confused. Trying to understand reasons for this I don’t think all this extra thinking is helping me much.

My son and his friends have a saying “Just say PAR!”

Link to urban dictionary……………Par

I find the “Whatever” attitude kind of unloving, lacking in depth and maturity but the letters PAR to me seem to be saying “People Are Random” So that’s what I’m going with. I want to believe that in all people there is good. That all people just need to be loved and accepted and even though this week has been hard I know that God is teaching me through it. People are very random and unpredictable, for me dogs and cats are so much easier to understand. The biggest battle is always the one inside my head. When that battle is in full swing I find I need to switch off all my thinking.

Just say Par! Listen through the Loops.

What is Jesus speaking into my heart? Then cling to what I know to be the truth.

I wrote down the start of this post after Listening through my loops, it’s how I managed to write a post today. God is good! His love never fails!

Love and hugs. Lisa. xx :)

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15 thoughts on “PAR…listen to the heart

    • Thank you Maryellen my orangealien friend, I love to see worship music being signed. At one of the churches I have church hopped to there is a sing and sign class for the kids. My little *CAL used to go when she was younger. I think it was one of the things that helped her with her communication.
      Love and hugs my friend. xx :)

    • Thank you lovely Wayne, I like that I make you smile, that made me smile. :)
      I love to think when I’m in my happy, creative and analytical loops, not so much when I am in my frantic thought loop though. I hope your thinking was controllable and beneficial for you….giggle.
      Love and hugs brother. xx :)

    • Basna, my poem spoke straight to your heart, why am I not surprised by that? Oh I know because we are Aspie twins living parallel lives with a big pond in the way. Random and odd…yep. But also fascinating and beautiful creations each so very unique. Thank you for being a fascinating and beautiful creation and so very unique in all your you-ness.
      Thank you also for being my friend.
      I love you bunches too. Me.
      HUGS. xxx :) <3

    • solodialogue, hello lovely new person commenting on my blog.
      Welcome, I will tell you now I am very slow at answering my comments but I do answer them as soon as I have words. I find commenting very hard and can only comment on certain blogs and on days when I am not insecure about my learning difficulties. Thank you for your kind words and for taking the time to read and comment. I do love getting comments.
      Love and hugs. xx :)

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